i've been having the weirdest dreams lately. they leave me feeling really empty, confused, and nostalgic, and the craziest thing is that every night i keep hoping to fall asleep and have the same dream. it has gotten to the point where i'd much rather be living through my dreams than in real life and even though it sounds super pathetic, it's the truth. one of my dreams brought me back to high school days and it was really nice to be back in those familiar classrooms with all my friends around me and everything just felt so comfortable and amazing. it felt so real to the point that i actually drove to my high school on the way back from work today to see if i can round up those same emotions and comforts, which surprisingly, i can. and another thing. this winter break is brutal. i've caught myself on countless occasions missing certain people or reliving certain scenarios, it is so infuriating and i feel completely helpless when i give way to these memories. someone help.
